in a series of setbacks that i am encountering this weeks,

possibly due to the hectic writing workload and also a couple of really bad time management,

i find myself terribly at a  losing end, struggling like a poor child who fell into the well.

After collected 2 academic writing papers, and also the micro paper back with a result that will shame even the iron lady to tears

the outcome are as per set

a great fall in GPA, a tormented physical  look, and the ridiculous look by other students who learnt about your bad GPA. It gave me nothing more than to concentrate on my study and stop the crap out of my entreprenuer startup.

or, a miraculous turn around, with me maintaining that grade, and a whole new world awaits as i attempt to score wonders with it.

I am really really at world ends, those fate of mine are sealed if i don’t score well again.

Can I please buck up ?

Can I work smarter and harder in the remaining 4weeks to secure and save my GPA ?

I just don’t want to say “grades aren’t everything” at the end of the term.

it will just be too late.

i will pray by the windows tonight and await your glow.

Blogged from sentosa, sleeping under the stars

I hope it look promising and elegant.

Love ya guys

Here and there, we always trapped in this endless cycle of expectation.

If there is ever one thing that I felt remorse and have not given it a fair trial will be the fact that I left it untouched , unplayed and undeveloped.

Parents hope for their children to be a great musicians when they traded for their hard-earned money with a sparking musical instruments.

expecting one day , their child will be able to play those smoothing and enriching tune that make all that money worthwhile.

I have never did.

It’s too late to turn back the clock

Others accused me of highly rating SMU for the fact that other unis are equally “suffering” from the packed amount of work we people have to go thru

The true is, I am not complaining but really really love what I am doing. Status update has been a form of expression. Writing, exploring, thinking about about social concepts that lay before my eyes. Not withstanding the fact mr Adrian, our wonderful tutor has shimmered that spotlight into academia world, which otherwise would be like a room of darkness for me to ponder.

I hope i could have more time for myself to read.
Beg that the endless hw will stop and let me finish them
Pray that biz will run and work it’s wonders for me.

Thinking i am silly ? Ha
You really like that smile on your face

I love school
But not the stress that piled on my head

I want to explore
But just hope i would have all the time in world.

Wanting to buy new year clothes, but on second thoughts, I will spend more time staying at home studying. No point I guess

What a year to look forward

Lovin you all

No joke. Whether envy, or judgemental, it goes over my expectation when of how these mentor can goes over the extreme, sacrificed much of their already valuable academic free time to, spend that 1hr with you.( that will otherwise be given to other companies for a fee)

We talk about life, about skills that will we will develop in the comings of my 4years education.
Communication, leadership without force, social skill and also networking

Much pertaining so much to my life, lessons learnt, fun, laughter, deceived, jealousy, legal issue and so much more.
I came to realization that is all part of the package that develops me.

I guess within time, friends do change, some abandoned, some new bonds formed and some that were bitterly complicated. Ultimately, we get to decide.

I am open to the world, and ready to see what it can offer me. And I am grateful to my mentors and bros who help me that much.

Thanks Gilbert and Adrian.

I have 4 more articles to digest.
The neighbour daily affair for minced meat is disturbing. The chopping and thumping is driving my head crazy. Feel like robbing his meat dicer. Arg

Here’s a beautiful book.
Love ya guys and girls

I feel that I have bad time management.

I feel like buying all the time in the world and slowly write my essays