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  • February13th

    Writing

    Posted in: daily

    Some people think that I am suffering from great distraught from a sheer amount of writing I have to put up.

    Others accused me of highly rating SMU for the fact that other unis are equally “suffering” from the packed amount of work we people have to go thru

    The true is, I am not complaining but really really love what I am doing. Status update has been a form of expression. Writing, exploring, thinking about about social concepts that lay before my eyes. Not withstanding the fact mr Adrian, our wonderful tutor has shimmered that spotlight into academia world, which otherwise would be like a room of darkness for me to ponder.

    I hope i could have more time for myself to read.
    Beg that the endless hw will stop and let me finish them
    Pray that biz will run and work it’s wonders for me.

    Thinking i am silly ? Ha
    You really like that smile on your face :)

  • February1st

    Talking to prof today seem to widen my eyes about what we expect to come in our life

    No joke. Whether envy, or judgemental, it goes over my expectation when of how these mentor can goes over the extreme, sacrificed much of their already valuable academic free time to, spend that 1hr with you.( that will otherwise be given to other companies for a fee)

    We talk about life, about skills that will we will develop in the comings of my 4years education.
    Communication, leadership without force, social skill and also networking

    Much pertaining so much to my life, lessons learnt, fun, laughter, deceived, jealousy, legal issue and so much more.
    I came to realization that is all part of the package that develops me.

    I guess within time, friends do change, some abandoned, some new bonds formed and some that were bitterly complicated. Ultimately, we get to decide.

    I am open to the world, and ready to see what it can offer me. And I am grateful to my mentors and bros who help me that much.

    Thanks Gilbert and Adrian. ;)

  • January15th

    A tale of lamb

    Posted in: daily

    For most of 21 years of life, I have avoided meats and meals featuring the word lamb, for I adhor the terrible taste that linger in your mouth. That irksome smell of fur and spice in you can find
    “a mouthful” of tabacoo what I could describe it.

    It became a very personal thing for me, despite how Manu parents will tempt me with their mutubak or goatsoup mee in their favorite food haven.
    Even going to the extend of verbal listing those features you can get from swallowing that meat a docile animal.

    Like Anita Rodrick’s persistent of mixing CSR in her business plan, it was a tale of no lamb, for myself socially responsible for not tasting that animal

    Today, after writing the essay of my lifetime, I joined the big event of the week for SMU – patron day :)
    Having the only dinner menu of chicken satay and roasted lamb tabak, it seems that survival instinct has do away all past hostility with the meat.

    Sinking those satay swiftly away, leaving the empty sticks, the next surprising move was to eschew those lamb minced meat.

    It didn’t taste that bad. The spice had work their wonder.
    The crepe skin, woh partial crispyness of lettuce in work,
    Only tender, suculent , and the magically aroma can describe it.

    Somehow I blogged because it means a very signicant change in my life. Sitting under the nightfall with only the bodhi tree in sight, it serves to remind me that we dun have much time. Even second I keep quiet, I lost an opportunity of expression.
    Every breath I take, I ask if I have gain that additional strength, that additional knowledge of our working world.

    A tale of lamb, a tale of change…
    A tale that we seek to ask

  • December27th

    Life is good.

    Walking around Singapore today.
    Thought with a headache, the navigation was still fine. 21 years as a Singaporean certainly train you well to walk from dhoby to orchard.

    Amazed with so much changes that have wiped the orchard stretch.
    Oh course, pretty girls and hunks still rules :)

    At least ended with a kallang fc meal :)
    Love my life :)

  • June9th

    days at DBS was filled with mundane work which i happened to finish uber fast.

    i guess the solution when a mundane task is at hand, do it quick, once and for all.

    my stint at DBS bearly lasted 1 month, to be exact, 2.5weeks and sadly my pay are’n't enough. compare to roy who earn like printing notes from citibanks, mine is absolute mediocre.

    so tired :(

    somehow, working is like putting our life on the weighting machine.
    every single grams of your energy and time is weighted , judged and rewarded.

    the result, streaming income and a tired soul.

    i got beetlebug shoes.
    and a poorer$ 90

    ha,  : )