I dun think anything will be reading this
Even should they have, please dun ask me anything about it.
Adapted from Joint Blog.
like many stories, a story doesn’t go on forever.
a story is never complete without an ending.
i’m not here today to apologise, for i know, no words can relieve you of the pain you suffered. no word of sorry from me can necessary means the same thing again.
today is the first day of the last chapter.
and i still dun feel well.
Not because i want to be a jerk. it’s just so different
I found myself today waking up to emptyness.
I dun know why i keep looking at the phone
I dun know why i need to force a smile in front of everyone
I dun know where those water in the eyes came from when i’m all alone.
I dun know how those ache in the chest came about.
Today seem quiet. Way too quiet.
i am not here for the sympathy
i do not hope to seek for your forgiveness.
for i know our emotion scar will never be the same again.
I’ve never appreciate your presence in my life until the moment we parted.
it hits me like a train, not knowing what i have lost until the moment i actually relooked at myself.
i find it very hard to look myself in the mirror today.
it was never my intention to hurt to you.
i thought we have came to a point where we can freely talk about our feeling
all i wanted was to express my inner thoughts to you.
i am tired, so tired that heaven is making our meeting so hard.
it just wasn’t being fair to you…
<censored>
Thank you for everything.
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